As I sit here on the couch
I realize that he just kisses
like it doesn't mean anything.
After we kiss, he goes into the
room to play on that stupid computer,
With my sister and her ex-boyfriend.
(at least I think they are no-more),
He kisses and then walks away.
I wish he would stay and visit with me
but he doesn't.
I hate it when he does this to me.
Does he really love me or is it just lust?
I hope he loves me truly and deeply.
I love him so, so much,
so I hope he loves me just as much I love him.
(I hope I love him and it is not just lust.)