To Love Me Not
Why does my True love deny...
To love me not in all my Womanhood and Glory,
and still, yet,
love me no longer?
Was it Untrueness from the start?
Because, now, I feel it strong and hard
clinching my Heart Chakra
"Let go, Let go, Set me Free"
And so long I could Fly away...
But my wings are compelled by my Heart
and my heart has been wounded.
So, I use my legs...
I can run, still run-
running faster than the Wind
it picks me up, Whips my face
And I Rise from the ground...
Gravity, driven down by the weight-
my wounds ground me
and my eyes are dry
Sad, sad, Soul Shaken, taken by surprise...
No comprimising Painful Pain
hurting leads to longing, hunger,
hunger, emptiness inside.
To love me Not in return...
When all I can do
is love you Stronger.
