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I don't know
by CrystalJ.Lee
A whole lot of pressure
And a whole lot of stress
Leaves my entire life
In a scattered mess.

I don't know what's right.
I don't know what's wrong.
I don't know anything.
I can't stand it for long.

I try hard to look
On the bright side of everything.
But there's nothing I could find,
Not a single, damn thing.

I live on depression
And it's really not good.
But that's how I feel,
And I never understood

Why I felt this way,
And why my life sucks.
I really don't know.
I guess I'm bad luck.

I don't know where
My life is going.
I don't know when
It will continue growing.

The answer seems never,
But I really don't know.
Life can mean death,
Although it doesn't show.

When will I feel
Normal again?
I really don't know,
But I need a friend.

A friend who's kind.
A friend who's sharing.
A friend who can tell me
That life is worth living.

Is life really that great,
To live to the fullest?
I really don't know,
But I will try my best.

I've tried so hard.
I've tried too long.
When will I know
Life isn't so wrong?

I really don't know.
I feel like I'm done
With everything in life
Because soon I'll be gone.

I'll forget regret.
I'll make it end soon.
No more confusion.
Now I know what to do.

Copyright , January 22, 2000, CrystalJ.Lee  all rights reserved by the author.
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