I only guess I miss you. I only guess you were here before you left me alone. I only guess because I used to know- but I don't, really, anymore. I don't know if I had a heart to hurt, or if it was only loaned. I wonder if I cried as hard as I do every night on that one night when it hit me and I knew you would never hold me again. When it occurred to my thinking I would never really kiss you, That all those things I dreamed would be nevermore- we were 'friends'. I haven't a clue if I ever truly felt like I loved you. Maybe there were a few weeks when my heart knew for sure about itself, And I was absolutely positive what we had was the real thing. But I can only guess if that ever happened and if you asked me I couldn't tell. Every tear that I let fall down my cheek didn't come from my eyes- they were pouring out every single memory I wanted to keep deep in my heart. So even now, the things I can't remember, in my mind I know should be there. Sometimes I can't remember where the thoughts went because I know what they were there for. So, you ask if that pain you impressed upon me still hurts. You wonder if I could ever forgive you, because finally, you're sorry you made me sad; All I can tell you is I guess I could find it somewhere inside to trust again- But maybe I've forgotten completely how love should be, just like I thought you had. I only guess I'm crying again.
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