Apparently, I was nothing to him, I was just his kick. I went pretty far with him. I did things with him that I had never done before. Luckily, I never had sex with him.
My friends began telling me that he wasn't going to take me seriously. When I told him what pople where telling me, he told me that he did like me, but that it was hard for him to be with someone at the moment because he was going to start a new stage in his life and he was going to meet new people. When he told me that I felt pretty bad.
I really don't know what to do now. I think I'm gonna' stop doing everything I do with him because I really like him and I dont want to like him anymore and I don't want to get hurt. The poem LovePoetry that helped me decide this was The night by Marie a Barber. I enjoyed that poem very much.
I really don't know what's going to happen because I just made this decision right now. I don't know what to expect from life in the near future, but I know I'm in pain right now.
This goes for all the girls: Never, ever believe a guy when he tells you that he really likes you, unless you guys are going out. All they do is say a few nice words to get what they want and then they let you go like nothing. I thought this guy and I were going to end up going out, but no... all he wanted with me was have fun. It's better for a girl to have a boyfriend than just a kick.
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