It's Hard To Say Goodbye
My boyfriend and I were in a relationship for over a year and a half. We loved each other very much. He meant everything to me- he was my baby. I was with him a lot of the time, actually most of my time was spent with him. He brought so much joy into my life, he made everything bright. I gave him everything he wanted. When I met him I fell head-over-heels for him. I thought he was the one I would be with for the rest of my life. I guess I was wrong!
We've been broken up for two months now. I think it was kinda' my fault that we broke up because I was not as strong and tough as he wanted me to be. I used to do things that made him turn away and I think I made him fall out of love with me and now it hurts. We would fight almost every day and all I would do was cry and cry. My heart couldn't take very much more of the pain.
One day, I stumbled upon this site, LovePoetry.com. I saw a lot of poems which seemed to help me. I began to see that everything will be okay and that other people go through the same things I have. The one poem that really touched me was [[[Wanting You Back!!//Brenda Annabelle/52827]]]. It really helped me out. I felt better knowing that someone else is going through the same things. Even though my heart is still broken, that poem helped me out a bunch.
I feel like a fool for listening to other people and not listening to him, but no matter what he has a place in my heart. He will always be my baby! If I could talk to him right now I would tell him how sorry I am and that I love him so much and how badly I want him back in my arms again. But I am afraid to do that, 'cause I know he will tell me to leave him alone. That is something I'd rather not do. He doesn't understand how I feel because he is dealing with his own feelings.He and I have talked but every time we try to talk, we get into some argument and I'm always to blame for that. Everyone has tried to get him to speak to me, but he won't. I'm just taking it day by day, wondering if he and I will always be apart. He writes bad and hurtful things about me and it makes me cry, but every time I feel hurt I just think of that poem and it helps me out.
For all the hatred in the world, hearts are still full of love. Even after lovers have died, after their beloveds have perished, their love lives on forever and ever.
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