I can't choose
by Lucinda Babygirl
This is how it all started: my boyfriend, Nick and this kid, Chuck were really good friends, but they quit being friends before I knew him well. One night we were both working at the haunted house together. Nick told me not to talk to him, but I'm the kind of person who tries to get along with everyone.
Chuck and I started talking and getting close. We talked about everything that was going on and why he and Nick weren't friends anymore. I told him I could get them to be friends again, so I did. Nick broke up with me and I asked Chuck out. He's like my best friend and we do everything together.
I tried to stop it but I couldn't. I tried not being around him and it didn't feel right without him there. Soon, Nick asked me to come and live with him, which I did. I told him I was going out with his ex-friend and he really didn't care.
I am now with his friend still and I don't know what to do. My life is really hard for me because of this. I never meant to hurt two really nice guys... but I did. Hey You! by Kristine Beulke helped me. I don't want anyone to be in my place, it's a really hard spot to be in right now.
My life is okay, but not great. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. Every day it's like I am living one big lie. I am lying to myself and others. I am hurting myself and everyone around me. My life is hard, but one day I am going to change all that.
Don't fall in love with two guys at the same time.
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