I found a secret out today.
I wasn't sure what to say.
I saw the pain in her eyes.
She saw the tears I was about to cry.
What kind of friend am I...
to not see that she wanted to die?
Why didn't I see the signs?
Could I really have been that blind?
Why couldn't I have stopped her?
Right now, everything's just a blur.
I'm talking about my best friend
and her life could have come to an end.
Why couldn't see tell me?
Did she think I wouldn't care
or that I didn't want to hear
about the pain that she was feeling?
I could have helped her with the healing.
I have a thousand thoughts running through my mind.
But the words are so hard to find.
I'm left here to think all alone.....