When you came into my life,
you became everything i thought about.
I noticed you in a way
you never even saw me as.
You're everything I waited for 
yet i still have to be more patient.
Many have fallen for you, 
I know i can't compete
because what you're looking for
I feel you will never find in me.
It hurts to admit this truth
but we all know it's real.
inside my heart is screaming with pain
but i know it will heal.
I don't know why it's so hard to let go of you
even though i never once held you.