i am in a world of confusion
a world that i feel is just an illusion
how can it be that i have so much
the only catch is: it is off limits, i cannot touch
it is hard to express and find
all these feelings and thoughts running through my mind
i wish this were real
only so i could feel
all the emotions and a certain thought
that i have loved and learned and fought
all the times i said no way
i was wishing for you to take me away
how was i to know all this?
how was i to know all the stuff i have missed?
you are too good to be true
smart, gorgeous, funny, just beautiful- see all this i knew
i just was not sure about your feelings
if you could have anything 
why would you want this one thing?
how come you wanted to be with me
you see
this is where i am so confused
why is it you are so amused?
this is why i am in all this confusion
this is my wonderful world of true illusion!