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My Dreams...
by Lost  Soulz

So much pain and jealousy,
Knowing others are better than me.
And so I hope and so I try,
But all that's left... is my cry.

I wish an end to such despair,
But I cannot be so unfair.
To my heart, that needs your touch,
... I just love you very much.

The more I've seen, the more I've heard,
So I've despised those you've preferred.
The more I cry, it seems to be,
That God is punishing me.

If I've done one thing right,
That's loving you with all my might.
You broke my heart, I still love you more,
Than anyone I've ever loved before.

A love that cannot stop, the agony on his face,
Wishing he was more, but he must know his place.
He knows he has no chance, to have his dreams come true,
His dreams are of only one thing,
and they are always of you being with him.
And it hurts inside, stripped of all his pride,
He prays on and on though, 
He sees his dreams are gone.

The more I plead, the more I've said,
My heart gets crushed and left for dead.
I thought I could've been prepared,
For so very long I've been so scared.

I have loved... on my own,
For so long I've been alone.
No one to have, no one to hold,
And because of this... my heart grows cold.

What I've felt, how I've cared,
Never could've been prepared.
For you to try and drift apart,
You spat upon my broken heart.

I don't know who you are any more,
Never known you like this before.
And so I wish, and so I ask,
For you to remove your evil mask.

A love that cannot stop, the agony on his face,
Wishing he was more, but he must know his place.
He knows he has no chance to have his dreams come true,
His dreams are of only one thing,
and they are always of you being with him.
And it hurts inside stripped of all his pride,
He prays on and on though, 
He sees his dreams are gone.

It's so hard to conceal, 
One can't imagine al the pain I feel.
I miss you so, when you aren't around,
When I see you, my heart breaks down.

I dream of you and I as one,
The greatest love under the sun.
Now I know life is so unfair,
When all hope is lost, I resort to my prayer.

And now I know love is only pain,
All is lost and nothing gained.
In my dreams... you and I would be,
But then I switch to reality.

The more I know the more I see,
That you would never love me.
The more I wish the more I pray,
My dreams just die and fade away.

A love that cannot stop, the agony on his face,
Wishing he was more, but he must know his place.
He knows he has no chance, to have his dreams come true,
His dreams are of only one thing,
and they are always of you being with him.
And it hurts inside, stripped of all his pride,
He prays on and on though, 
He sees his dreams are gone.

I cannot see that I can be, 
The one you love as truly.
If there is another way,
Then you would love me one day.

Got so much love to give,
Without you I cannot live.
I wish I knew how to prepare,
To search your heart and find no love for me there.

From pain and sorrow my heart grows weak,
For your love I desperately seek.
But I know I'll never find,
What I'll be seeking till the end of time.

I hoped, I tried, I did my best,
... I've been trying so hard to lay my heart to rest.
You said you didn't want to lose a friend,
Well, I'll be loving you until the end.

I have the head but not the heart,
Letting you go would tear me apart.
I don't go by a day or night,
Without reminding myself... of that special sight.

My feelings are to remain to be,
And maybe one day... you'll learn to love me.
But until then I know I will,
Never find peace with my heart... until my dreams you'll fulfill.

A love that couldn't stop, the agony on his face,
Wished that he was more, but he now knows his place.
He knew he had no chance, to have his dreams come true,
His dreams were of only one thing,
And they were always of you being with him.
And it still hurts inside, stripped of all his pride,
He prays on and on though, he knows his dreams are gone.
        
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Poem ID: 43924   Poem Posted: 8/23/2000
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