So many emotions running through my head,
I am so terribly hurt from the harsh words you have said.
Everything and anything I try to do has failed....
my life has never been even close to a fairytale.
So I sit here alone and so lost as I cry,
I am only wishing that I could have someone here by my side.
Someone to just listen to what I have to say,
but everyone seems to ignore me as they continue to go their own way.
I thought you would stay and listen during my time of need,
but u may pretend that you care but it seems you'll always have to leave.
maybe if someone would at least try to care...
I might not have the urge to rip out all my hair.
Maybe if someone were to visit my mind,
then I'm sure they would come to help me in the quickest time....
saying the words I wish to hear,
but when these words aren't spoken it's always my greatest fear.
Perhaps if someone were just to tell me they love me,
I would be able to understand the meaning of being free.
But until someone can care,
I shall keep these thoughts bundled up inside.
but when someone finally understands them they will have to find where I hide.