your masculine smell
of cologne
your warm brown eyes
your soft wet lips
and smooth fingertips
your muscular arms
your calm deep voice
all of this-
i miss so much
because i know
that i can't smell your cologne
and look into your eyes
and kiss your supple lips
and feel your fingertips
gently touching me
i can't be in your arms
and hear your voice
as you say "i love you"

it was over