The thought is eating me up inside,
The thought of you leaving town to hide.
You shot and almost killed someone, why?
When as a consequence, you could be the one to die.

This can't possibly be the one I gave my heart to,
The one I skipped class with my first year of high school,
The one that always said "calm down and be cool,
Cuz I don't know what I would do if something happened to you."

I thought we'd be together forever,
Cuz we've been through so much drama together.
Letting people get in between our relationship? Never.
Cuz we loved each other, we were down for whatever.

I feel so bad about how we ended our four years,
Lying awake at night shedding thousands of tears.
Listening to our songs flowing freely through my ears,
Damn...I can't even imagine losing someone so dear.

I'm hoping it's not too late to apologize,
For all of the arguments, the hang ups, the lies.
For after so long, letting you pass me by,
Instead of stopping you in your tracks with arms open wide.

You were my first everything, time sure did fly.
I miss you so much, I can't even deny.
The thoughts in this poem brought my emotions to a high,
And all these thoughts are eating me up inside.