it's hitting me hard 
that all you did was lie
all i can do now is sit up at night
and wonder why
you told me you loved me
i was the only girl for you
you told me you would 
always be there for me
you told me you would always be true
you told me that we would be 
together forever if it was up to you
you told me everything you thought i wanted to hear
did you ever once stop 
and wonder to yourself
"why am i doing this?
why am i telling nothing but lies?
why do i want to hurt this girl?"
now i realize you never cared
you never loved me
you never planned on being true
so, why?
why did you do nothing but lie? 
will i ever find out 
or do i have to sit up at night 
and wonder why?