I've loved you forever,
but I was too afraid to say it.
I was too afraid you'd laugh,
I was too protective of my heart.
Now slowly and painfully 
you're killing me.
It's not your fault,
you don't know it.
But everytime you're with her,
everytime you kiss her,
everytime you whisper into her ear
the words I long to hear,
a part of my heart dies.
You seem so happy,
but I'm on the verge of tears.
You don't know I exist.
You can't feel my pain.
I don't know why it is I love you,
or why it is you love her.
I've never felt so empty,
I've never felt so lost,
but there is one place I'm happy.
It's in my dreams......
because in my dreams 
you love me.