My heart feels so empty.
Why do I still want you to have for my own? 
After how mean you have been to me, 
you would think that I'd be done with you! 

I know that all I am doing is hurting myself, 
because I know that no matter what we go through, or how much we talk, 
we will never be more than what we are. 
Which is the saddest thing that goes through my mind.

All I ever have is thoughts and dreams of you, 
and I know that in reality they aren't real. 
How good it would feel to call you my own. 
There's always that guy every girl wants, 
and she'll do whatever she has to do to get what she wants. 

Even if it means losing all the friends she cares about, 
because no one could know what really went on. 
You're that guy. I'll turn my back on everyone and everything 
just to be able to call you my own. 

Sometimes I wounder why God always brings us back together. 
It's as if there is a purpose for you and me. 
But if there really is, then why is it that we always 
stop talking or seeing each other when things get too intense? 

Is it too much for the both of us to handle? 
All that I want is to feel your body next to mine,
to have you hold me so close and to know I am protected 
from the outside world beyond us. 

The way you look at me gives me butterflies. 
I don't understand how only one person could feel something so real 
and the other feel nothing, but act like everything. 
One day all this will be nothing to me. 

I just wish that day would be today, 
so you would stop running through my mind. 
But until that day, I'm left to suffer,
hoping my heart will be whole again in no time.