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Without You, Without Him
by Michelle Cabrera
I miss his voice; I miss his touch.
I miss everything about him; I just miss him so much.
Day and night, my thoughts he?s in.
No matter what I do, I just think of him.
I am still hurt, in every single way.
No matter what I do, the words, I just don?t know what to say.
There?s nothing to do now that my heart is broken.
Yet, I have to face the fact that your words will never again be spoken.
Right now I?m speechless, not knowing what to do.
I still can?t believe that I was played for a fool.
I?m trying to move on with love in my heart.
I?m going crazy with just the fact that we're apart.
I can be happy; I can be sad.
But, no matter what I can be, I?ll always be mad.
I don?t know what?s the use of life when there?s no love.
No matter what you say, no matter what you do,
I?ll just keep trying to move on, just like you.
I know I said bad things, things that just weren?t right,
but I?ll never forget why we got into a fight.
I know it was because of me; yes, I?ll take the blame,
but I know because of him, I?ll never be the same.
My life will change; my heart will too.
I?ll learn to appreciate all the things because of you.
There?s nothing to remember; I thought we would last,
but I try to forget, just stop thinking of the past.
I want to cast a spell of eternal love,
so that we'll still be together, even up above.
He?s in my dreams, my life, my thoughts.
I guess that?s why I said bad things... because he and I fought.
The flowers are orange; the sky is blue.
All the girls I know have been played for fools.
It?s hard to burn a memory, and it?s hard to burn a face
when all the things I cherish I put in his place.
I gave him the world, the life, the love.
I gave him something special, something from above.
I gave him something I could afford, with not a bit of cost,
because I knew, without him, I would be very lost.
I gave him all in honesty, which made us stand,
but when the time came, we were never hand in hand.
I guess this is life without him, though in reality it?s much worse.
But, the cravings, I die without him; I miss him even in my thirst.
I guess this is all there is to it; I guess I didn?t win,
but there?s nothing better, because it is all useless without him.
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