Never Loved You
by Sarah Michelle Lipscomb
I'm sitting here looking at your face,
the face I thought would never be replaced.
But then with the blow of the wind,
You were gone from me,
never to return again.
Sometimes I just don?t know
if I should smile or cry.
With you gone, I feel like I should die.
But everyone says, smile and the hurt will heal.
In my life I was loved by a man and
nobody could ever be the same as he
and now I wish he were still here with me.
I guess I ruined things. How can this be?
I thought I did everything I could do to make you happy
now without you I feel crappy.
I wish I could just be happy....
Well that was then and this is now
and I do know what real love is,
but not because of you,
for I have found somebody new.
He is true;
he is devoted to me and
all I could ever want him to be,
So how could I
have ever thought we had real love?
Because he holds me above,
gives me all his love,
he treats me right,
kisses me at night
and I never want him out of my sight.
I love him with all my might.
So here you go,
I am telling you now
I never really loved you
not now, not ever.