My life, it's such a mess,
Should I smile or should I cry?
I must confess,
I want to live and I want to die.
I'm so confused,
I can't think straight,
I still miss her,
And I feel her hate.
Even though she is here,
And she is nice to me,
I still feel it,
And I can still see,
Her feelings through her eyes,
As they stare away from me.

I want to stop the clock,
And turn back the hands of time,
Before her pain,
And way before mine.
I still feel bad,
Until this very day,
And at night,
I still pray.
For her forgiveness,
Would make it all right,
But in darkness,
There can be no light.