by Erica Faye White
If you think about it, you might say it's weird.
I used to and it's what I mostly feared.
A lot has changed and now it's here,
But still...it's my biggest fear.
I know you say you'll always be there;
You say our life we will share.
You want me to someday be your wife,
But right now, how can we manage someone else's life?
Why would you want to bring someone into a life that might not last,
A baby without a mommy and daddy together, only in the past.
This has always been my biggest fear,
to have a beautiful baby without his daddy near.