Sitting here with nothing to do, I think of you, 
the one who has stood by me through thick 'n thin. 
You said you would wait
and that's exactly what you're doing. 
I know you love me 
and I'm sorry for not returning the same feelings.
But you should know 
that you will always hold a special place in my heart.
And that I am here for you 
and I know you will be there for me. 
I don't know what to say or do anymore. 
There are times when you shut me out and push me away, 
like I don't matter anymore.
But I look right into your eyes and see that I do. 
I know you have lost me twice 
and you don't want to lose me again.
I have told you many times. 
I'm sorry for hurting you the way I did. 
But it seems as though whatever I do isn't good enough. 
It's like you're too blind to see what your doin' to me. 
I don't know.  I just don't know.