I tell you how much you mean to me, Sean
And that you'll always be in my heart
But, I feel so damn useless
As I watch you fall apart

I give you reasons to live
And beg you not to die
I don't know what to do, and neither do you
So we both lie down and cry

I try to be a good friend
I don't know why I can't convince you
Sean, you're only sixteen
And you say your life is overdue

It really kills me to know
That everything I have to say
Doesn't mean a thing to you
And in a few weeks, it'll be D-day

Every time I talk to you, you're farther away
I wish I could save you some way
But, you're determined to end your pain
And everyone else will have to pay

You say you know for sure
You have no happiness to gain
You're hurting me badly, Sean
But, I love you just the same

I hope you'll give it one last thought
Before you do this to everyone, including me
You're the best big brother I know
I tell you all the time but, you just don't see

So, here's some *HUGGERS* till the end
Whenever that may be
But, listen to what your baby sister is saying
Sean... don't do this to me