Fears of not loving you
by amanda pilkerton
I'm sorry for what I've put you through.
I'm sorry for what I've done.
I have learned from my mistakes and
I'm glad that your life feels like it has just begun.
Because mine feels likes it's ending.
For I'm am so devastated by fear,
fear of not having you to hold,
fear of not talking to you.
But most of all fear of not loving you.