?One year only, Zay?
He promised and I cried
But now he?s already died
Did he really need to lie?

The promise that you owe
How could I let go...
It?s the reason why I grow
While waiting ?till you show...

Now tell where to buy
The guts to say good-bye
To my first ever guy
Who just passed by...

I want to see your vision
But maybe there's a reason...
Behind this lonely mission
You ended like a season...

Farewell my lovely Ernest
I love you above the rest...
You?ll always be my best
And my life?s only vest...


in loving memory 
of my first ever guy. 
mr. ernesto cajegas jr.
November 8, 1979 - May 4, 2008