In all my life of searching and yearning,
Never have I found.

The true school of learning,
For a love so profound.

I have within the depths of my soul,
Behind all the smiles I show to the world.

A love that I feel no one can make whole,
My heart has been broken, torn apart... burned.

I am, perhaps, too deep I see,
Too deep for all those who surround me.

Too true for what others can never be,
I pray so much, to God I plee!

I wish perhaps, someday, somehow,
To find my heart'[s desire.

I refuse in the face of pain to bow,
I refuse to arrest my love's desire!

The depth with which I love,
I know someday I'll find.

For God is still there, up above,
He is still true and kind!