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And I realize I miss you
by Gina Murray
I feel like I'm in a movie
looking for my earring
to complete my going-out outfit
when I stumble upon a picture of us
and seconds later I'm lying on my bed
going through my shrine to us
a 200 page picture album completely filled
with only you and me
And the perfect song is playing in the background
a song about lost love and feeling alone
a song that sings the truth as I reminisce
Each picture I look at brings me back
and I see a flashback in my mind
Each picture is a moment replayed in my head
a movie-worthy montage
And suddenly I'm filled with sorrow
while remembering the romance I never mourned
Lately that's been catching up to me
and I find myself thinking of you more and more
the one thing I tried so hard not to do
so I could just get over it and move on
The song ends, so I play it again on repeat
and I'm taken back into the memories
We were so happy once upon a time
pictures filled with smiling faces, kisses, hugs
and I realize I miss you
But what can I do about that
you have a new album with new pictures
filled with smiling faces, kisses, hugs
the only thing different is the girl in them
while my album is still filled with us
I guess I didn't realize
how much I missed us
how sad I am that we're over
It's been so long I thought I was fine
It's like that, I guess
you're fine until you stumble upon
a cherished item from love's past
and then that past love consumes you again
it becomes all you can think about
I couldn't get it off my brain
after finding that picture
I was hooked again
replaying the song
and replaying the memories
I never did find my earring that night...
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