From day one- till it was over,
you meant the world to me.
I went into a deep depression,
that no one could really see.

I was deeply depressed,
for no apparent reason.
No matter how close we are,
It doesn't matter the season.

No one can remain close,
When I get this way.
It never fails to happen,
I always push them away.

But you I regret the most,
I never meant to hurt you.
When I let you out of my life,
I couldn't figure out what to do.

I have done many things,
while in my saddened state.
All I had to do was be tough,
All I had to do was wait.

I can't change anything I did,
I think about it everyday.
You were, are and always will be.
The one that got away.