I tell you, this life would be so much easier without you.
   I apologize. 
   I know how much you try to be Everything.
But you're just not enough and seeing is making me believe.
   I don't understand how she could ever make you feel this way.

How could she make you believe that her dream was your reality.
   Every word we spoke to each other.
   Every time we touched one another.
   Every time we laughed together.
   Whenever we said, "I love you forever."
   From every time we kissed to every hug we shared.
I can't believe she never even really cared.

   As I sit here in a state of denial you inspire me.
If this isn't who you are then someone help me quick.
   I hate to love this love-and-hate thing.
I don't get you, but I need you to drive me crazy.

   I hate you.  I never hated something so much in my life.
But I love you just as much.  I know it's not your fault. 
   We shouldn't fight.
   I don't know what to say, and I really don't know what to do.
I don't even know if this life would be easier without you.