I am trying to make sense of... 
What these feelings are I have inside?

I am trying to comprehend...
What are these emotions I feel for you?

I am trying to see...
How my life has changed already?

I am trying to prepare for...
What this relationship has for me?

Yet, a part of me is scared... 
Why?

Because I wonder- Is this thing 
We've got going- a Blessing or a Curse????