Life can be so up and down
One moment laughing, then returns the frown
Can't decide which way to go
Stay or walk, I just don't know
My love for him is still so strong
So, why does the future seem so wrong
I'm finding it difficult to think or feel
Unaware if my emotions are false or real

Life seems bleak if unsure of your path of life
Constant struggling, hurt and strife
I tell myself to take it day by day
But feelin' panic and worry in case the other does stray
My head tells me this is no way to live
I just wonder each day...
If life has something easier to give??