My grandmother is lying in front of me, dying
I don't know how to deal with this
It is hard to see one of the most
Important people in my life
Dying right in front of me
This is the hardest thing...
She has no idea who anyone is
I try to talk to her and she just stares at me
She doesn't know where she is or what is going on
But, I know what is going on
And she won't be here much longer
This is the hardest thing...
I'll always remember the last thing she said to me
She told me that she loved me
I started to cry and I still do
Because I'll never hear her say that again
This is the hardest thing...
It is so hard to see her lying here, dying
I don't know how to act
I want to cry so much
But, I need to be strong for my mom
This is so hard!!
The Doctor said she isn't going to be here tomorrow
That was so hard to hear
I didn't believe it
Until we got a call Thanksgiving morning
I never thought it would be the last time I saw her
That was the hardest thing...
If only I could have told her how much I love her
And how much I'm going to miss her
I love her so much
I wish she didn't have to leave so soon
That was the hardest thing for me
And I'll never forget her
I Love You and Miss you So Much!
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