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The night slides around my body and love's reality overcomes me, with a world that defies the thought of wanting to be loved. I have been hurt so many times before. Why should I choose to be hurt again? I know the sleepless nights and all of the sad, lonely tears. I know the feeling of a broken heart and the thought of never being needed again. I have already seen the world in black and gone along with stupid advice of friends. I have already reached the so-called 'top'... only to fall hard... back to the floor. I have done things 'in the name of love' and then tried to take them back. Why should I go through it again? The pain, confusion and trials of love. Only to have my happy days shattered and all of my hopes extinguished before me. No, I will not face that curse once more. For a person in love has a heart like a light. And like all lights... they always go out in the end. So I wish for my light to never shine again. |