There he is, on this new day,
he inspires me deeply....
yet he steals my breath away.
Watching him from a distance, I reminisce
on moments we've shared
and a friendship I will miss.
He'll never know,
I never told.
Does it really matter now,
these feelings are so old.
I long to feel him close to me,
the warmth of his body,
his breath on my cheeck.
The way his eyes looked at me,
right before we kissed.
The way his laughter filled the air
with the most divine bliss.
He ties me up and sets me free
this torture is sweet but
where will it lead.
So many lovely things I ache to say
So many words of truth make their way...
to the edge of my lips, only to be frozen by fear.
Words you were never meant to hear.
No form of expression could capture
how I feel, so deep, so true.
I can only wisper it to the wind
in hopes it will reach you......
and become your next breath.
In that moment, you will know my love,
you will feel my love.
My heart will be at ease,
and I will welcome death.